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August 2009

  1. Skills

    • Fluent in C, C++, C#, .Net, Java, Javascript, Perl, CSS, PHP,HTML, XML, etc.
    • Extensive experience in Windows, Linux/Unix, Mac OS 8-X+
    • Proficient in the Adobe Suite, Flash and Dreamweaver, Visual Studio, emacs, gcc, and other Linux/Unix compilers and editors
  2. Well, how about that?

    August 12, 2009 by Leif

    As pondered in my previous post the prints have come out fabulous. Which means only one thing, it's business time!

  3. Purpose

    I would far rather be an outcast
    upon the bosom of the great world
    than be an accomplice to
    a moral nothingness
    rather a bloody spark that
    no hand will shield
    that glows wildly and is extinguished
    and obliterated with no trace
    Than glow as a lamp
    with a calm measured flame
    evening after evening
    in that eternal sitting-room
    where the canary slumbers
    in its blanket-covered cage
    and time is slowly counted out
    by the old sitting-room clock
    No the spark has the ability
    to light the fire
    and to know that it was responsible
    for the sound of the fire siren
    to know it was responsible
    for the sea of flames
    that broke with tradition
    and turned the hourglass upside down.

    -Edvard Munch

  4. A brief ramble

    August 20, 2009 by Leif

    I've been spending a lot of time updating my website--mostly things like adding descriptions, simplifying urls, etc. and it never ceases to amaze me at how time never slows. We have our experiences and then move on. Done.

    If we're lucky we remember those experiences for the years down the road but one thing is sure: those experiences, those delights, the warm fuzzy feelings, etc. all end when you do (this is by no means saying there isn't an afterlife, our scope here is simply of temporal things). And perhaps that's what makes those moments so special.

    At one moment in the entire history of the world you were here. You saw things, you did things, you moved through the world. Whatever else can be said is not enough: you existed.

  5. HDR got it goin' on!

    August 4, 2009 by Leif

    Nothing new to report as I've been collecting asparagus seeds for next year and jotting down new locations that hopefully haven't been discovered by the others in the secret cabal of asparagus hunters.

    Aside from that, HDR photography is all in bloom and I've been doing it with gusto. Not that I exactly enjoy everything there is with it as it tends to be formulaic and/or gimicky but it does have its moments and is, as with most everything, a very useful tool to have in the toolbox.

  6. If this all works out, I'm in business.

    August 7, 2009 by Leif

    If all goes according to plan and the prints come back from the lab to my liking, my life is just about to get a lot simpler.

    That's really all I got. That and I'm tired of getting "suspended" every time I try to run a damn Cron job. Guys, don't give me the ability to do something only to say I can't do it.

  7. Visual Entitlements

    I'm against editing and the very thought of editing leaves me cold. This goes for anything. For writing, photography, art, etc. Anything that cuts the stimulation off, forces a rethink, corrects a previous idea, or changes something for "aesthetic" reasons is a vile evil.

    We simply must go back to a first thought, best thought mentality. Immediacy is truth and anything that comes after that is a lie. Speaking simply in terms of art one can look almost anywhere for falsehood. The skin of a model is photoshopped to perfection, undesirable items are left out or cloned out, etc. but, then again, what is the purpose of the work? Is it to be truthful? Hardly. It is to sell. Beauty, then, becomes the reason for the lie--if not the sole conman manipulating all human marks everywhere into believing it's story.

    No one needs much of a lead to tell them that the ad execs and plastic surgeons of the world get off on selling this lie to the masses of men and women with shot self esteems and lousy body images to realize this. And the con goes something like this:

    From the minute you're born til the moment you die you're being sold something. Now, it doesn't really matter what you're being sold just so long as you know that you are, in fact, being sold something. The vehicle for selling anything is called marketing (advertising will do in a pinch but ultimately I'm going to be using the terms interchangeably so it doesn't much matter). Marketing is all about running a con to benefit its interests.

    Men! Do you worry about being limp dick? Does your penis leave the women laughing and wondering why you're flopping on them rather than sticking it in? The solution is quite simple! Take this pill! It makes you longer and thicker and women around the world will know that you will fill them up! And did I mention that they'll want it every single day? Huzzah for everyone!

    Women! Do you worry about not having big enough breasts? Did you catch your boyfriend looking at the latest copy of Juggs and think, "I wonder if he's not satisfied with my breasts?" Are you insecure and need to find meaning in what others think of you? Well, if so, get yourself some breast implants! Women will be jealous and men will want to do things to you. It'll be great! And no more worrying about dying cold and alone! You're life will be complete!

    But wait, there's more!

    This concept of insecurity and desire for resolution then moves on. Bigger and better and all of that, you know. Artists grapple against style and the past only to fall prey to the latest and greatest and what's in vogue at this moment in time. Censorship and editing occur for the sake of a market--the art market. Genre's are defensive, incestuous entities that desire nothing more than propagating themselves and ignoring any real development. Want to be famous? Make your work look like everyone else but persist in your explanation that you are an individual. Get your tats, your crazy hair, and you too can be a star. Or not! Stay straight laced, fool around on the sexual side of things, and be ambiguous. The choice is yours!

    But now that I realize where I'm at what's the point of the original message? What is truth and what is a lie? and where are we right now?

    We're somewhere in the middle.

  8. The Cutout Poems

    The cutout pomes came about in a very similar fashion as the Grid Project.

    The idea is how random is random and just what can we do with the fact that nothing is actually truly random. Obviously this borrows a lot on the cutout works of William S. Burroughs except with the inclusion of the computer.

  9. Whiskey only liquor

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    any apparatus.
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    of that distiller's liquors

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  10. We've Lost It!

    Sorry but the page you are looking for does not exist. You might be wondering why and, to be honest, that is a good question!

    It could have been from a site update. It could have been a change of name. Or, it could have been just a simple error on our part. But regardless the reason, you're here and I'm at a loss for words so please don't get discouraged! Look around and hopefully you'll find something you like that will ease the pain of this lost page!

  11. Hail Damage

    Hail Damage

    Hail Damage
    Black and White

    Damaged corn fields outside of West Union, Iowa.

  12. What's so bad about fiddling while anything burns?

    August 26, 2009 by Leif

    The story of Nero fiddling while Rome burned has always intrigued me.

  13. Falling Water 1

    Falling Water 1

    Falling Water 1
    Cloud Study, Plainfield, Illinois
    Black and White

  14. Falling Water 2

    Falling Water 2

    Falling Water 2
    Cloud Study, Plainfield, Illinois
    Black and White

  15. A short biography

    I was born in Aurora, Illinois in 1980 and grew up in a small house on what is now referred to as the “near” East Side--as opposed to the “far” East Side. This is important.

  16. Prints and Print Sizing

    My prints are available in an array of sizes based off of the original work and are as follows:

  17. The Chooglin' Lifestyle

    August 27, 2009 by Leif

    I was first alerted to the concept of Chooglin' from WFMU's blog and ever since I've been captivated.

  18. J.H. Hawes Grain Elevator

    J.H. Hawes Grain Elevator

    J.H. Hawes Grain Elevator in Atlanta, Illinois.
    Black and White

  19. Mammoth Hot Springs I

    Mammoth Hot Springs I

    Mammoth Hot Springs
    Black and White
    Yellowstone

  20. Mammoth Hot Springs II

    Mammoth Hot Springs II

    Mammoth Hot Springs
    Black and White
    Yellowstone

  21. Spaiku 012

    Girl posing, nude cunt
    stud gets hard in a kitchen.
    Girl spreads pussy lips.

  22. Spaiku 013

    Sexy girl naked.
    Twinks do nasty in backyard.
    Bitch reveals shaved cunt.

  23. Spaiku 014

    Mmff group sex action,
    amateur takes in deep cock.
    Babe giving bloke blow.

  24. Spaiku 015

    Guys hunt fresh pussy,
    blonde sucking cock, fucked hard.
    Asians sharing dick.

  25. Spaiku 016

    Latina sucks cock.
    Beauty plumper a stripping,
    massive fuckin' tits.

  26. Spaiku 017

    Long leg amateur,
    tranny posing in nylons.
    White suckles thick dick.

  27. Spaiku 018

    Babe masturbating.
    A horny cowboy jacks off,
    cutie shows tan lines.

  28. Spaiku 019

    Jizzed chicks in action,
    chunky babe titty fucks dick.
    studs cum and get wild.

  29. Spaiku 020

    Sucking on backseat,
    slut chick shoves bottle up slit.
    Hot hardcore action.

  30. Burlington Landscape I

    Burlington Landscape I

    Burlington Landscape 1
    Digital Print, Corel Painter X

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